Just sharing 2 things that have helped me get thru the death of Jabin. I thought it might help others going thru the same.
One is this song by Danny Gokey. I love all the words and what they mean to me . He lost his first wife to a heart issue and I believe was discovered on American Idol . Sometimes in the past year I have had to tell my heart to beat again as we worked thru the grief of loosing Jabin.
The second one is a book by, Levi Lusko called , Thru The Eyes of A Lion, Facing Impossible Pain , Finding Incredible Power. He lost his 5 yr old daughter, Lenya to an asthma attack just days before Christmas.